Ho’s cosmopolitan upbringing has given him a quiet ambivalence towards notions of authenticity. He hesitates to reify myths about identity that deserve more flexibility. An example can be taken of Stream of Prophecies, a small painting of ornate Chinese fingernail guards submerged in violet liquid. Ho explains they refer to ornaments worn by Fu Manchu, a highly racialized villain character created by an English author at the height of the Yellow Peril. Even this superficial detail was “misused,” because it was usually upper-class women who wore nail guards in imperial China, but Ho sees in it “a nod to [Fu Manchu’s] queerness.”
Recently, Ho has found inspiration in the essay “Taking Up Residence in Homelessness” by the philosopher Vilém Flusser, whose criticality of the violence that often erupts from desiring home—patriotism and Zionism, for instance—caused him to relinquish longing for a homeland at all. This theory spoke to Ho’s feeling of statelessness. “I don’t mind not being attached to a specific nation, but then I think maybe it is also good to rethink these ideas of [nationalism].”
Neither fully Dutch, as his documents identify him, nor German despite his fluency in German, nor British as a resident in London, nor solely Chinese, Ho takes a personal interest in what it means to assimilate or “pass” as someone else, in hiding parts of yourself for survival’s sake and in trying on new identities for size. This personal journey led to a curiosity about a white showman who found a home in Asian flesh, an illusion that consumed his life and for which he died.